Present Situation

Whats going on? Everything's piling up, and it keeps on piling as bricks on back of an ass. Neither am I doing my project, nor am I enjoying the time because of huge workload in front of me... They say, fifth year is easy.. Someone who has conquered Everest will say, "It wasn't as tough as it seems..." I know it, Man.. If I try, I can do everything, but who the hell wants to try?
Now, I am even ashamed to ask something from lord.. haven't prayed for long.. Now, before I go and ask something, I remember the age old adage, "Dukh mein sumiran sab karein, Sukh mein kare na koi" It's not that I am feeling uncomfortable, I feel that it can be done.. at the same time it worries also.. The situation is actually inexpressible and I am just relaxing me by writing something here.. I have a desire to finish work also, but whenever I want to start, some part of brain pulls off..... no tension as such.. And I don't feel sleepy, or lazy.. I am quite active when I shift to any other work, newspaper reading or article writing, CAT preparation..
Doctors will term it as "Workophobia- fear of work".. May be.. But I dont have their fees as well, myself in debt :(.. Anyways, I am not the only one, I'm sure, who's in dilemma. Udham Singh said, "Who has understood life in this world?"